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Name: Ari Lee
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Metro: Pittsburgh
Birthday: 12/1/1991
Gender: Female


Interests: Final Fantasy 7 anime and manga
Expertise: Final Fantasy 7 Legend of dragoon and anime
Occupation: stripper


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Sunday, April 29, 2007

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L.D. 50
By Mudvayne
Nothing to Gein
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Mother

Why the fuck are you bitching now? Not my fault that I am a screw up! It's yours and if you hate me soooo fucking much then fucking throw me out. I can find someone who will actually take me in. You didn't love me when I was borne and neither did frank so what is the point of keeping me? Is it so you can remind me each day that you never wanted me and you don't want me now? Well guess what I don't need you to fucking tell me that I need you or that I am nothing to you. I hope your fucking happy, you made your own daughter hate you


Saturday, April 28, 2007

Today sucks

Okay today is gonna suck. For one my mother is being a bitch about having to go with me somewhere. My brother is bitching cuz it's raining and he can't skate and he doesn't wanna go out. I don't wanna have to hear them. And then I'm suposed to go out with Keileigh Kevin and Matt tonight but I doubt that it will happen. My day isn't going great and it's not even noon. I just want this day to end already. And of all things I'm still unhappy and shit so yea bye.


Tuesday, April 03, 2007

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Polaroids & Pornographie
By Aqme
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yea um I got a new boyfriend and yea I'm happier. I'm just feeling lied too right now. Not by him but by Jon, he told me that he wouldn't date chealsie and that he didn't date her and wouldn't but now he is and yea. I guess those 2 years of saying "I love you" were just lies so yea...


Thursday, February 22, 2007

I need to find a darkened corner where I'm safer and calmer
-mudvayne

I wish that all of the pain would go away. I want so many people to die and I don't want any to live. I just want to be alone as I sit here. No reason to live. No reason to breathe other then I have too. I think back to what I used to have and now I'm the reason that it all hit the wall. I'm tried to make it better and now it just gets worse... eh fuck it!


Monday, January 29, 2007

Just got off the phone with Jon Quite amusing. I got his  FMA hoodie Now I'm relle bored and I miss him He wants me to wake up next to him I think it's kinda weird though, I mean he has never relle been lyke this in a long time, maybe he worries that he will loose me. But I can't leave him, I love him way to much God I'm such a pathetic person. Eh not relle I'm just rather different now. I used to be lyke all dark and hateful and now i'm all loving and caring and such. I changed alot eversince we left eachother and got back together. Now I'm going to rant.

My RANT!!!!!!



  1. I hate all people who are lyke oh my life sucks and I wanna die.
  2. I hate all people who try to act all tough just cause they are older or have better shit.
  3. People who are posers ( I know alot of those)



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