| Why the fuck are you bitching now? Not my fault that I am a screw up! It's yours and if you hate me soooo fucking much then fucking throw me out. I can find someone who will actually take me in. You didn't love me when I was borne and neither did frank so what is the point of keeping me? Is it so you can remind me each day that you never wanted me and you don't want me now? Well guess what I don't need you to fucking tell me that I need you or that I am nothing to you. I hope your fucking happy, you made your own daughter hate you
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| Okay today is gonna suck. For one my mother is being a bitch about having to go with me somewhere. My brother is bitching cuz it's raining and he can't skate and he doesn't wanna go out. I don't wanna have to hear them. And then I'm suposed to go out with Keileigh Kevin and Matt tonight but I doubt that it will happen. My day isn't going great and it's not even noon. I just want this day to end already. And of all things I'm still unhappy and shit so yea bye.
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| yea um I got a new boyfriend and yea I'm happier. I'm just feeling lied too right now. Not by him but by Jon, he told me that he wouldn't date chealsie and that he didn't date her and wouldn't but now he is and yea. I guess those 2 years of saying "I love you" were just lies so yea...
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| I need to find a darkened corner where I'm safer and calmer -mudvayne
I wish that all of the pain would go away. I want so many people to die and I don't want any to live. I just want to be alone as I sit here. No reason to live. No reason to breathe other then I have too. I think back to what I used to have and now I'm the reason that it all hit the wall. I'm tried to make it better and now it just gets worse... eh fuck it!
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